where would you go?

well I’m still unsure about what I should do. I gotta make up my mind soon, like yesterday soon. I can either try and go to cleveland and go to school up there or I got this other thing I could try. don’t know if it’s what I should do but fuck it. so the other plan I could try is going back up to pittsburgh which I don’t think I would mind. it’s a familiar area and I know people there still and hey Hollie the punk rock pimptress is there. I could go to school at ccac (blah) which is kind of a worse school then the one in cleveland and the program at ccac isn’t a degree it’s a certificate thing. now for a place to live in pittsburgh. I’m not sure. I could sell my car, that would give me enough for first months rent and the whole security depo. thing. but the appartments I’ve seen online are hella expensive. I don’t really want a room mate, well it depends on who it would be (hmmm I could think of someone 😉 hint hint) but I dunno, I still haven’t even called any of my family in cleveland. it’s the side of my family I never really talk to but maybe like once a year so how am I supposed to call them up and be like, ” hey I’m gonna try and go to school up there can I crash at your place for a while cousin?” do you think that will work?  but I dunno what I should do….