not an airman, but a private

well the airforce thing is out, I don’t qualify cause I’m a single parent. technically the army is like that too, but they are alittle less strick about things. so it looks like I am going to be in the army, maybe I keep saying maybe. I just don’t want to be stuck in something that I hate for the next four years. I don’t want to be owned by the goverment and be misserable. I need to do something though. something to get out of here, something to have money, something to be able to pay for college. and I’d have money, and be able to buy stuff and pay off stuff so maybe my credit wouldn’t be so bad. I really really really don’t want to do the whole basic training boot camp thing, god thats gonna suck. and the yelling sir yes sir drill sargent sir. fuck you sir. how bad is my thing against athority figures gonna show then….fuckin right

but maybe it’ll be good. I guess the reasons to do it do kinda out weigh the reasons not to. and it is for just a few years. 4 fuckin years. that is kinda a long time though. damn…..