make me look ugly

so it’s been a wile since I’ve been online but here I am again at the library where this diary began. it seems like I had more inspiration then? but it always seems like I say that and then a week later or a month later bam! it hits me and I write every day.

alot of shits been going on this past few weeks. all the stupid ingorant baby momma dramma one soul could ask for. why are bitches such bitches? who fuckin knows. it’s made it even more clear to me though that I need to get out of this place. so I am going to really start making an effort to get up and go to cleveland for that school. ya know the addictions counselor thing… so if I can’t get away or fix my problems maybe I can at least help out some kids who got of bunch of their own…

I did have some stuff I wanted to get writen down when I was in the shower this morning that I thought would be cool but now I got nothin so laters.