I know, right’

“and I don’t wanna go to sleep without you anymore”

yea I should want to do it for myself and I do and I’ll try to turn everything back around. I think just lately I’ve been realizing and noticing what and how certain people act towards me now. it’s like people I used to be friends with and somewhat close to and now it’s like they’ve turned their back on me. it’s weird and just one of those peices that I feel is going backwords instead of forward. it’s not everyone just a few people. theres been so much more weighing on my mind lately though. the shitty division I’m in now until january which I can’t change so I just have to do my time and get out of there and go back to my regular division in january. I can’t wait. being so fucking lonely, not having my own apartment, having more close friends… I’ve always known alot of people and I meet people here all the time but I’ve always had just a few really close friends that I’ve stuck to. just alot of stuff feels empty right now and I just want someone beautiful to fill the void in my soul… any applicants?