here it comes

well today is the day I get reemed. hopefully it wont be to bad but it’s kinda serious so ya know… I probably wont have my x-mass  leave and I’ll probably have to work for the next 2 months straight. hopefully I don’t get on restriction though that way I can at least leave the boat after work.

theres so much stuff I miss. it was so nice the past few days to be a night person again like I used to be and not have to worry about getting up at 5 in the morning. and I miss being in school, I mean I can go take classes now but it wont be anything like being able to go to college and have some shitty job and just get to hang out and go to class ya know…. I dunno it sucks. I miss my life the way it used to be, even though I was struggling with money I still liked how things were. I miss freedom, and being me instead of what the military wants me to be. I miss died hair and and not shaving and my peircings… I think when I’m done crankin and settled back in my division and trying to find the rate I’m gonna go to I’ll be much more happier…