another circle

I have my own little world that it seems no one can fully penetrate. my life is a circle, of what and for what purpose I am unsure. I just know it’s happened again but this time it seems to have become smaller a smaller circle a smaller life an uncontrollable force guiding me to nowhere. how do I get off of this ride. it’s not that the passions gone cause god knows I want to lift these weights and stop them from crushing my chest and rise to my feet and to have something, to be something, to be remembered and loved and wanted and cared. break this circle, break into me to set me free.