Airmen E-fuckin-Double

HA!!! ok so lately this week I’ve been actually considering military as an option. which is funny cause my father was in the navy for like 20 some years and I’ve always wanted to stay away from the military since then. I’ve always said I’d never join and all that bullocks. I dunno, I know I wouldn’t join the navy or the army which only really leaves the airforce. I’ve been checking out their info on the web. I don’t think I would mind the military so much if you didn’t have to go through boot camp. I mean train me and all that shit but fuck boot camp. it’s like being in grown up boyscouts or tryin to join a frat or something. stupid frat, jock, fags…

but it would be a decent job for the next 3 years of my life. uck… thats another thing, the fucking goverment owns your ass after you join. it’s like a little dictatorship inside the “free land”. it would help with all my shity school loans and help me go back to school. I guess it would really be a kick in the ass for my adult life to actually begin. HA, yea I procrastinate alot, actually I don’t know if it’s really procrastination rather then it just takes me longer to process or something like that. it just takes awhile for things to hit me and sink in sometimes. I dunno I’m fucked.

well I was thinking about going to the airforce bitches tomorrow and talk to them about everything maybe even take that test for the hell of it just to see how I score. I think it only takes like 30 min to take. I took one before when my friend was joining the army. but this in no way means that I’m joining up cause I’m still leaning way in the no direction. just more like checking out all my options……