Before I go…

Before I go to bed, I just wanted to say:

Not a day goes by without me thinking of you. I at times, wonder how you are doing. I ask myself, if everything is "good" between us, and if we are heading in the right direction. I hate to think that could have been, for the simple fact that it is the past. Lets continue working on the present, and pave the way, for a great future. I know what I feel towards you, isn;’t something that happens to everybody, and it sure does not happen all the time. I feel special inside when you call, I feel butterflies when my phone vibrates and its a txt, just makes my day go by so much faster. I am sure I have told you before how much you mean to me, and how special you are. I will continue to say it, for it flows free from my heart, and its honestly is a pure as the white snow I hope to play in one day. I don’t take anything for granted, for you have showed me what love is, and what love feels like. I know this sounds like I am sucking up, but I have nothing more to ask of you. What you have given me so far, is great, and whatever you want to give past today, is just a bonus. I hope you understand how I feel, and here is hoping you feel the same way. We need to pick a fight someday, cause I am starting to worry about us. Married couple without the sex, ha you said yourself make up sex is always the best. May you always be with me, if only in mind and spirt. There are not enough words to xpain how I truely feel about you, so all I can do for now, is just what I have done. Talk to you later…

JP