After

THis will probably be the last email I ever send you. Not because I don’t want to talk to you, but because I believe our lives are never going to be one. I will still write back to you if and when you e-mail me, but I will not just out of the blue drop you a line. I wish you could just say to me that you do not see us being one. I wish you could just keep me from living this lie. My love for you is so great, yet I don’t think you even think the way I do. I understand that I can’t make you love me, and it would be wrong for me to keep trying to change your mind. I fear that you might think this is the end, but it is not. I will continue talking to you like before, but this time I will tell my heart that it is not meant to be. I should keep fighting for what i want, but when I am not getting any where with what I am trying, what is the point in that. I guess I will just have to wait and see what happens. But no matter what….I will always love you.

Jp