No Motivation

What’s up pimps? I really don’t feel like writing a whole bunch. OD has thoroughly pissed me off…I lost a well thought out, very time consuming entry. GRR So now you’ll get the reader’s digest version. And like it….MWAHAHAHA.

Friday – Went and hung out at Michael’s. Paul, Michael’s best friend, came over and we all drank. Ate some pizza, watched some t.v., and just vegged out.

Saturday – Had to work, my plans with Steph got cancelled…were some lazy bitches, and got into a disagreement with Michael. He was irritated Steph and I rescheduled for Sunday and I couldn’t promise I’d see him the next day. Small fight, nothing serious, got more irritated when I thought about it.

Sunday – Nearly had a stroke over Michael pissing me off so bad. He played the guilt card and I was ready to strangle him. I went to see him, got everything straightened out. *thumbs up* Steph and I hung out, went to Noble Park in Paducah, rolled around Mayfield, seen Charlie for a bit, watched movies, and drank a bit. Then we passed out. OoO We watched Because I Said So, Evan Almighty, and Enchanted which are ALL amazing movies:D

Monday – Drove home, got my check, showered, and went and cashed it. Mother’s Day wasn’t very eventful for my mom because I’d been sick and spent most of my mother’s day money on the dr and meds. So I went to the store and got her what she asked for, she wanted a nice fold up chair for outside and I also got a mini fold-up table for her. Cuteness:) Then I took her out to dinner to Los Amigos. I believe she had more fun at the dinner than anything. We had a blast, just hanging out. My mom and I have an amazing relationship:) Then we went home, hung out for a bit. I got a bill in the mail for my U.S. Bank credit card…it’s over $1,000:S It had went from U.S. Bank to a collector and they are wanting $250 for 4 months and it will be paid off:O Holy Shit…I’m so excited:D:D:D After that I went to Michael’s house and got to spend time with him. The fight we had Sunday really made our relationship stronger. I stayed the night…then got up and came in to work:(

Tuesday – Worked. Got a random text msg from Jason (a guy in one of my previous entries) then he damn near accused me of stalking him. I was at home on the couch…passed out. Heh Like I normally am. I got home from work and talked to my sister and she told me some really bad news. She is planning on leaving Dwaylon as soon as she can borrow against her profit sharing at work. Dwaylon caught wind of everything and is really tore up about it, he doesn’t know FOR SURE but he’s not stupid. He’s got a damn good idea of what all is going on. The only problem with everything is he won’t be able to afford the apt by himself. Patrick will want to stay with him, and I can’t afford to take up Christy’s end of things. I wish I would have the money, but there is just no way. That would be $325 a month and I wouldn’t even have a bedroom, it’s not really a good situation. On top of that they were going to get a car with the money Christy is going to start her new life with. What kind of fucked up shit is that?
Anyhow…I stayed the night with Michael again last night:) He asked me to, and I really didn’t want to be there during all that shit. Well hell I said yes before I knew what was going on. As stong, and as independant as I put myself out there to be, part of me hopes that he’ll be my knight and shining armor and whisk me away from all this shit. It’s really hard to be the one stuck in the middle of all this drama, and praying things don’t go south so you don’t have to stand up and do something you’re not ready for. I’m 19…I can’t help Dwaylon keep up the house, but I feel it’s my responsibility. Plus I need them just as much as they’ll need me. It’s fucked up.

I’m out…
-Kayla