AHH the pressure

Hey everyone,

What’s goins on? Man, there is so much pressure to make a good entertaining entry now that I have favorites and people that actually come visit me. *ahh folds under the weight* Just kidding…silly:P

Hmm, so whats new that’s going on? I stayed at Michael’s last night, and I’ll probably be staying over there again tonight. He’s ma boo:) I’ve been thinking a lot about our relationship recently, and I finally came to a decision. I’m just going to chill out, if things happen to work out perfectly I’ll go with that. If things happen to fall apart, I’ll deal with it should it happen. I waste too much time planning for the What Ifs? Heh…now I’m on the Whatev policy:P

Patrick is going to my mom’s house today, I’m not sure how long he is staying, but I hope it works out for him. I think that being secluded in the huge area of Graves Co. might do some good for his trouble making ass. If he doesn’t have any one to show off to, or get in trouble with it won’t happen. Atleast I hope it won’t, trouble has a way of finding him…or better yet he has a way of making trouble:P Guess we’ll see how things play out.

Saturday, after work of course, Steph and I are going to hang out. We’ll probably go out to the club. My friend Jennifer, who used to work there, is having a party in the ghetto ass V.I.P. section…so we’ll probably hit it. I ain’t above it:P Michael might come with, he works with Jennifer at his second job. It’s pretty neat how things kind of come together. 🙂 It’s the little things.

I get paid on Monday, I have to pay my mom back for the money she loaned me to get my car fixed. I’m sure I’ve got a stack of bills to go along with. I haven’t made my bi-weekly List O’Shit to Pay. I’m going to make bank on this paycheck though, I’ve got all kinds of overtime and even some HOLIDAY pay:) Plus my insurance is suppose to kick in on the 18th…along with my 120 day RAISE:D:D:D:D
Now I ain’t sayin I’m a gold digga, but I ain’t messing with no…GET DOWN GIRL GO HEAD GET DOWN;)

Well I guess since I made an ass out of myself I’ll roll on out. I hope everybody has an AMAZING week-end!! I’ll update tomorrow more than likely.

– Your Friendly Neighborhood Beaner