Why is it so hot?!

Ahh..Im bored. I would go outside and do something, but earlier I walked to the end of my street and I was already sweating like crazy. There’s a heat index of 105, so Im not going anywhere unless its by car. Oh yeah, and if I can drive. Last night I was trying to be depressed about breaking up with Eric..then I went to Ft.Wayne w/mom and roger to look at some cars because Roger is trading in his van. At least it was something to get me out of the house.. then I slept for like 11 hours. I felt crappy. But I guess its normal.

I dont feel bad about breaking up with eric. I mean, not to a point where Ive cried or anything. I basically feel relieved because I dont have to worry about him anymore or think about him coming over in the middle of the night, and I dont have to force myself to put up with him. I’M FREE! Stupid relationships. Hmm.. I wonder if I’ll be depressed about it? He just irritated me so much that when I broke up with him I went to Chewwie and said “WooHOO! I’m single!”

And thats basically all I can say about that.

This morning I had a yogurt granola breakfast bar thing. It tasted odd. It was blueberry flavor. The wrapping is really pretty though. Its light blue and really shiny, so it caught my eye. But the breakfast bar inside was NOT good, so I felt deceived. I almost ripped the wrapper in half. But I couldnt.

School starts soon. It may be dorky, but Im kinda excited.. because then I wont be so mind wrenchingly bored, itll be my senior year so Ill have that to look forward to: graduation. And I can be with my friends again and be mean to the stupid underclassmen.My friends and I have been doing that since we were sophomores.

Im tired of this entry! Im off!