Where is everyone? Im bored.

Ahh.. sometimes I wish I was back in school.. with Nelly at the lake, Renee is Denmark, Tanya living so far away, Autumn working all the time, and not talking to Val, Im really, really bored. All Im doing right now is talking to my brother. I spent some time outside, but it’s f***ing hot, so I got bored of that pretty fast. I have the urge to go to the park when I see guys playing basketball there, and I want to play with them, but its really hot, and it seems that every time i meet a guy there, something happens with him..and now Ive got Eric (who I met there) so I dont really need it.. but I guess I could just go for a nice game of basketball. =p

I havent talked to Eric since Sunday night. He bothers me sometimes. I think I need to stop being so anal about everything.. speaking of which, I need to go to the bathroom.But it can wait.

Yesterday all I did was walk around. It was a long walk too. I think that if i dont do something cool soon, i really will go insane.

I was reading this guys diary, and it made me think about Brent and I’s relationship. I dont know why. I was thinking about the time we spent together, how good he was to me, and then how bad he was to me, and oh yeah then how he cheated on me. Then I was just like, fuck it. I dont need to start thinking about all that, because I remember how bad I felt during a great deal of our relationship, since it was long distance, and oh yeah HE CHEATED ON ME.But its all ok now..

Im thinking about other things.. talking to Jimmy and Marcus, and they are pretty entertaining.

JWa1019904: just sitting here…jim thinks me and him should shower together

JWa1019904: what do you think?

KanePacXdx: hmm…. well, if you want..

KanePacXdx: I think it would bring you guys closer together

JWa1019904: yeah i know.

but i decided against it, it just somehow doesnt feel right

JWa1019904: gonna wait until the moment takes us

KanePacXdx: he told me that he said no such thing

JWa1019904: Jimmy4Jr [4:33 PM]: But alas, we can shower together

KanePacXdx: Jimmy4Jr: JWa1019904: also, i want us to be the first to take a shower there

JWa1019904: Jimmy4Jr [4:35 PM]: So wanna go take a shower?

KanePacXdx: Jimmy4Jr: Jimmy4Jr: Scroo yew.

JWa1019904: he’s giving them to you all wrong…

JWa1019904: and he edited one of mine

KanePacXdx: Really? Hmm.. Im vconfused

JWa1019904: i sweah

KanePacXdx: Hmm..

KanePacXdx: You are both telling me that the other is lying. Im in a sandwich of lies..

KanePacXdx: And its not good..

JWa1019904: but you have to remember, i dont lie

JWa1019904: jim does

KanePacXdx: Jimmy4Jr: Well Marcus is notorious for his lying online.

Jimmy4Jr: So you should ignore his tales of fancy.

JWa1019904: he’s gone mad

KanePacXdx: Jimmy4Jr: You see… in that very statement he’s lying, therefore negating everything he’s said so far.

JWa1019904: and you’re going to trust a liar like him?

KanePacXdx: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! My brain!!

KanePacXdx: Jimmy4Jr: He’s just playing innocent, don’t fall for his trickery!

Jimmy4Jr: Oh… now he’s trying to turn you against me. You can’t trust someone as decietful as him.

Jimmy4Jr: No telling what other tricks are up his sleeve.

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Yes, thats just a nice little tidbit of cut-and-paste whodunnit conversation.

Ahh.. so bored again.. cant go on typing..