waiting to see stephen again

So im sitting here.. I went to sleep on my floor after getting home from being w/ stephen, and after getting on the computer.. that would have been about 9 or 930pm and i woke up a couple times in the morning, but decided it was too early, and thought, “well maybe i can milk one more hour out of this”..so when I finally did wake up it was past 9am, which means i must have slept like 12 hours, so I feel all groggy and horrible. Last night I had many, many dreams about many people. I remember dreaming about Stephen, Dan, Eric, Renee, Autumn, Chewwie, and so on.. specifics are hard to think of, though.

I woke up and was hungry.. I didnt eat for quite awhile, because I was desperately waiting for mom or roger, or hell, both, to leave the house. But they didnt. So finally I stumbled downstairs and got a piece of this homemade pizza with really doughy crust.. I ate it, and then my stomach started to hurt. So I concluded: That was probably not a good idea.

Right now I am doing my laundry.. all of it. So Im just sitting around, waiting. Im supposed to go over and see stephen again in like 3 hours, or so, but with my luck it will probably be storming then. Thats what seems to have happened lately: Second dates bring thunder storms. But I dont know whats to be done about that.

::sigh:: Another relationship, and me being back in the old routine of relationship matters.. it kinda sucks, but its kinda cool. So I was single for around a month, probably less, because I might have to include Dan in there. But hopefully steve-o can prove to be a little bit better for me. Im just trying to be cool with him, because he has been amazingly honest with me, about things I dont need to say. So Im not trying to be all anal about my emotions and everything. So I just hope everything goes cool.

And yeah, I heard, Autumn, that youre single again? Well wow, no offense but Romeo really sounds like a jerk. Im happy you didnt let him make you feel like shit.

So now I suppose I shall conclude this entry, and perhaps work on this descriptive essay that I have due tomorrow.. do my laundry, see stephen, curse this horrid pizza that gave me a stomachache, and of course shower.