Time flies!

*Sigh* Soo.. not much going on. I’m just “chillen”.. though I think that word is stupid as hell. Today Tanya came over at like 10am (I was sleeping when she came) and she asked if I wanted to go job hunting with her.. so I did. We drove around for a couple hours, and went to a lot of different places. IT WAS FUCKIN HOT.She doesnt have air conditioning in her car. That usually wouldnt bother me, but it was almost 100 degrees outside. My shirt was sticking to my back, and my buttcheeks were sticking together, kinda like suction cups. It was gross.. but alas, Im alright now. Tanya went by Nellys house and bummed $40 off her. Damn, if I was Nelly I wouldnt have given it to Tanya.. but Tanya had a pretty good story for getting it.

I got home and sat around.. because I was so fucking hot from being outside.. so I just sat in my room for awhile.. and then after a little while I heard some honking outside.. and guess who it was? ERIC!!I didnt expect to see him today, but it was a nice suprise.He knows that I am leaving on Sunday, and I think hes trying to see me or contact me a lot, because he even told me that he’ll try to call me from work. Hes making sure that I know hes gonna miss me. Hes a sweetheart. =P

Im listening to the new Dave Matthews song from their new CD.. but i have to listen to it on this shitty AOL thing on my computer..the song is called ‘where are you going?’ and its really good.. im such a whore for his music.. i swear, i would do damn near anything to get that new cd when it comes out. It has taken me a LONG time to write this entry b/c im basically hypnotized by his voice.. sexy, smooth..ahh, he should be my LUVA!

But Im ok, really. Im talking to my little brother Casey.. he says hes been talking to a lot of girls online lately, and he just told me that he got his 3rd girlfriend. Hes a pimp. I got freaked out because I just found out (not that I neglect my brother) that my little baby brother is going to be 12 in a little while.. that seems so old. He didnt seem so old when he was just 11. But then I think that Im kinda old, too. Im going to be a senior next year and Im also going to be 18 next year (but not for a long time..in May). Its just wierd, because ..well, we’re all growing up! Man, 3 of my brothers are 18 or older.. one of my brothers is in his 20s. Its sooo wierd because I just imagine us as that group of kids that used to go trash digging for pop cans to get the deposit, and run to our dad on fridays to get our allowance so we could buy fireworks (memories are coming back to me). Thats a lot to think about..

Kenny told me that hed come to my graduation next year, and casey just said he would, too. Ive always been fond of casey, I dont know why. He probably likes me because out of his 5 siblings, Im his only sister. I dont know.

WELL Im getting tired of typing this.. I guess my entry is pretty long, so I should go.. Oh yeah, almost 4 DAYS till I go to Georgia. I still dont know how long Im staying, because mom has to see if she can get her vacation time.

WELL thats enough for now. Ill write later.