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1. What was the last meaningful thing you did? something with my family.. OR, I just ate some pumpkin pie..

2. Tell about your first love: It was when I was 12, his name was Daniel.. we were together for like 19 months.. and when he broke up with me I was sooo heartbroken, self destructive, felt like i didnt want to live much anymore.. and it took a long time to get over that! And, i still love him.. would I do it all again? Definitely!

3. What do you wish you could tell your parents? Im not perfect! And I never will be!

4. What is the one thing you would never do, no matter how much money was offered? Eat live squids, wrap their squirming tentacles around a chopstick..

5. What are your favorite sounds? Simon laughing when i touch his belly.. it is soooooooo cute! *smiles*

6. How do you “get over someone”? i tried to ignore it, but eventually you just have to deal with the pain!

7. Do you like cartoons? I love cartoons.. esp. Invader Zim!

8. Have you ever-contemplated suicide? Wondered, and imagined.. but not contemplated..

9. How old were you when you gave/received your first kiss? I gave my first real kiss when I was 12.. I remember it clearly! Ahh..

10. How do you deal with anger? hit stuff , yell, hit more stuff

11. What is your opinion on bisexuality? I think people who are attracted to both sexes are really lucky.. they have so much more to choose from..

13. How tall are you? 5’4″

14. Do you ever feel invisible? I used to be really scared that people couldnt see me, and that they were just pretending..

15. Would you be willing to go on Temptation Island? Yes!!

16. Do you keep a journal? yeah

17. What is the most unusual gift you bought for somebody? I dunno..

18. Has anybody ever had a crush on you? Yep

19. When was the last time you had a crush? When I first met Simon

20. Why do you fail? Cuz im a loser

21. Do you write snail mail to anyone or do you mostly email? both

22. How do you feel about pornography? Its ok sometimes

23. What is heaven like? I dont think ill ever know!

24. What do you have on your walls? pictures, posters, spiderwebs

25. What is hell like? vegas

26. What is the most embarrassing cd in your collection? spice girls

27. What is in your fridge right now? a lot of thanksgiving left overs

28. What is your date of birth? may 4th, 1985

29. What type of beach do you prefer? a nice one

30. If you could talk to yourself as a five year old for five seconds, what would you say? Hi!

31. If Satan appeared to you right now, what would he say? “You’re sexy!”

32. What should people pay more attention to? peace, love, happiness.. *fart*

33. Left handed or right? right

34. What about you would surprise other people? things that go on inside my mind

35. What is your favorite poem? I dont know..

36. What is a guilty pleasure you have? My boyfriends back.. I mean, sure, I can look at other guys backs, and I often do..but his back is so muscular, and it has a nice shape, and is very defined.. *drools* plus, I can touch it whenever i want! Yes, a guilty pleasure because it is a strange part of the body to be obsessed with..

37. What is the best way to “get some”? Thats easy, I just have to ask..

38. What book changed your life? CSFTS