Simon *part 2*

Luckily for me, I was able to be relieved of some of my need for physical affection on our walk.. like Simon would grab my hand, or my arm, or rub my back at some points. So it was all gizood! And I guess Simons host parents were expecting us to get him home.. and Renee was nice enough to call her dad and see if he could take him home, and he could, which was good! Plus, I got to go with them, so I was happy.While we were waiting, I was able to hold Simons hand, to stand close to him, and just to get some affection.. it was really nice, and sweet.. I really wish Reto would have been able to come, for Renee, because I know how much it made her miss Toke =(

But we got to talk a lot.. I learned a crap load about Simon and got to know him better.. hes also really funny, which is something thats important to me, and I guess our personalities went together really well, because I was able to have a lot of fun with him, and he kept me laughing. Also, he writes poetry! Which is really cool. Maybe I can read his stuff sometime if its not in German.. Also, he told me he didnt have my phone number, so I gave it to him… oh yeah! We went by the bowling alley, and he said he likes bowling, so Im thinking me and Renee should take him and Reto there sometime soon.. like this weekend! It’d be cool to go bowling with them, I think, or just hang out with both of them at the same time.

So anyway, then Renees dad came, and we piled into the car.. the three of us sat in the back seat and I was in the middle. = Once again, I feel sorry for Simon, because he had to meet renee’s dad! And he was being such a nutcase, I bet Simon was SO confused, with Renee’s dad saying a bunch of stuff to him.. at one point Simon leaned down towards me,and said “Help me Debbie, Im scared!” But once again, its lucky that Simon is so friendly with people, so he handled it nicely.Oh yeah, I was also relieved of some of my need for physical affection again.. in the car, me and Simon were holding hands, and he was rubbing my hand, and my arm,and everything, all in such a sweet, new and refreshing way (new and refreshing in the fact that there is still all the fresh excitement there.. its hard to explain).. I know this doesnt sound like a big deal, but when you finally get some attention from someone that you really like, EVERYTHINGS a big deal! And when he told me he was scared of Renee’s dad, he put his arm around me and pulled me close, saying “protect me!”

Ahh.. hes so damn adorable! So anyway, we finally got to his house, and he got out.. and I asked when he wanted his sweatshirt back, and he just told me to give it to him tomorrow, which was fine with me, because it was his and it smelled so damn good! I always get caught up on guys smells, for some reason. I just like to sit there and smell them, breathe it in and its all good! Anyway, so we dropped him off, and said goodbye. All in all, it was a pretty good night! And I am pretty danm sure that he likes me, which is a really good feeling.. but I will have to see how things go at school, and everything.. at least I have a reason to talk to him tomorrow, to give him his fine ass smelling shirt back! Ahh, and I can look into those beautiful blue eyes *drools* and be like, “Hey baby!”

Well anyway, I have a huge ass headache so I will be going for now.. I think I have written enough about tonights adventures.. So I am off! Cyaz!