Plans to leave?

I might be working on plans to go to Georgia.. I mean, I just started all this today so I dont know. I talked to me brother Kenny on the phone, and as far as I can tell it will either be next weekend or during the week of July 4th. It’s not that far away, really.

So what do I do about Eric?I wonder what he’ll think if Im gone for a few weeks. I know it shouldnt really matter since I’d much rather spend time in Georgia seeing everybody, but Im just wondering.. I havent really been doing much today. I woke up when my mom came in my room, telling me that Roger had made me, Becky, and her breakfast. I dont like being woken up, but in a way i can appreciate the gesture. But I still dont like him. Then I had to take a shower because I was having some real hygiene problems. I mean REAL hygiene problems, even though I just showered yesterday. But this is a little too personal..

I hope I can go to Georgia next weekend, only because it is sooner, and I dont like to wait. Is it worth risking my relationship with Eric? Sure, it is.. I mean, I think seeing my family and my friends that I have there is more important. So why do I keep talking about it? Just reassuring myself , I guess.

Mom went to buy becky some shorts.. I have to wait here in case her dad comes early.. she should be gone for 2 weeks. Interesting, huh? And Roger went fishing..

Im happy, because I got a picture of dave matthews for my desktop.. and I love Dave Matthews, and the picture is really hot. Oohh, baby!

But anyway, I might spend the night w Autumn tonight so I have to call her.. Maybe Ill write later