Noone is going to read this anyway

Wow. I guess I’ve been writing in this thing a lot. It’s because these summer days are so damn long and boring. Im supposed to be going to Georgia on the 30th, so my excuse is that Im resting up! (Its a bunch of bull!). Today was a day when I didn’t feel really special. I have those days sometimes. My cat didnt eat the treat I gave her, and my other cat didn’t come up to me for me to pet her! And my OTHER cat seemed to be pretty cranky.. my cats are like people to me, so the way they treat me matters! >^.^<

I guess Toke is coming to see Renee tonight.. so that will add to my boredom! Oh well, I can deal with being bored.. Well, Brent makes me feel special! He’s called for like that past 3 days straight. That’s right, I’m amazed. Everything is so damn confusing. I kinda like this guy, but I can’t tell him. I’m not chicken or anything, I just can’t, trust me! This has been the longest week ever. I read my horoscope today, and it said that I am the queen of flirting, and the master of winks (Im not making this up).. It said that I dshould invite romance into my life, even if its a shallow and impermanent connection. It said it would help open me up or something. I dunno. I’m not really into inviting a new relationship into my life right now! SometimesI despise the concept of relationships. But I guess theres nothing I can do about it because Ill always want to have relationships with people.

Dont you hate when no matter how many times you tell someone something, they show a level of ignorance that completely astounds you? A broad example I will use is my cat PayShay. Just now she was up on the counter eating something.. I guess she thought I couldnt see her.. but when she saw me she started freaking out. Its not like we dont feed her.. she eats a lot. I dunno. Another example is my moms boyfriend, Roger. He thinks I think really immaturely for my age, when in fact I know and comprehend things that most 16 yr olds wouldnt even think about until theyre like 40. Somehow I just know a lot about certain situations in life and luckily I have been able to be very open minded. Ive had to accept a lot of different people and situations and Im fine with that. I just wish everyone could be open minded and not have such a narrow point of view. But I know I cant change everyone into what I want them to be, because if I did the world would be a very boring place.