NoJoMo 3

Look, my third day writing in a row! I will probably run out of things to talk about soon.

I guess the NoJoMo challenge for today is to write a letter to your younger self. I’d probably tell myself to relax a little, and not give myself a hard time about everything. That’s something I should be telling myself now and applying to my current life, but that never.seems.to.work. Of course. I’m really stressed out right now because "they" are STILL withholding my unemployment benefits for some reason, and I tried calling today several times and all of their lines were busy and disconnected me. I finally resorted to sending an email, which I haven’t received a reply to yet (of course!). I need money though. For reals. For really-reals.

I got a text message from my mom today saying she won’t be able to text anymore after November 5th. I have no idea why this is, and she didn’t answer when I tried to call. I’m wondering if it has something to do with the stepdad?

All this Noah stuff is just stupid. He’s being a complete ass hat for some reason, but I’m trying to not let it get to me too much. There have been a few people that have surprised me by letting me complain to them seemingly endlessly, which is awesome, and others who have had good intentions but say completely the wrong things (this is more comical than anything else, really, and I don’t want to be a bitch and complain about that). It’s all appreciated though, that’s for sure.

I have one good friend who is convinced I’ll be president one day, and she says all of this is for the best because Saturday Night Live would have a field day with my dating a dude like him.

But yeah. Tonight is a boring night, and i’m trying not to be stressed out about lack-of-money issues, impending bills (which of course goes along with the lack of money), work, and fulfilling my need to be doing something meaningful.

Blah, this entry has been no good. Maybe better things are in store for tomorrow (hopefully the election results will be one of those better things).