Im going to hell… TESTIFY!!

Ive been having a lot of conflict with people lately.. like my mom, and roger. .the whole church thing still sucks, but they still say I have to go.. which is a bunch of SHIT.. roger says that one day I will be down and I know that the one person I can turn to is God.. and as far as Im concerned, GOD DOESNT EXIST! To me, hes like the easter bunny, or the tooth fairy! So how the hell can I put my life in the hands of some fairy tale make believe creature??! And if there IS a God, I am surely going to hell.

Sometimes my opinions are very strong! Heh.. i feel like confessing a lot now! I mean, to get everything out in the open! There were these people who had sooo many american flags in their front yard.. I mean, there were A LOT.. so, I TOOK ONE! I think its kind of ironic, a symbol of freedom, peace and justice was STOLEN by an evil, innocent looking teenager. Lets see, what else.. my mom wanted some proof that my art grade wasnt an F anymore.. so I forged a note in my planner that was “from my teacher” saying that my grade was a C-.. I got the teachers signature down and everything.. and I used a red pen, to make it more believable! Hmm.. Im not supposed to have dishes in my room, and I had to clean my room the other day and bring all the dishes down and everything.. but rather than bring down a lot if dishes and look sloppy and irresponsible, I just rearranged all my stuff to accomidate for the presence of the dishes.. and some of the dishes.. in there, I have..uhh..like 4 bowls, 4 cups, some other stuff…probably a lot more. Also, one time Roger gave me $20 and told me to give him 10 back.. but he said I could keep the other 10 if I raked the yard.. but I spend the money pretty quickly, and since there werent that many leaves anyway, I was able to keep the money without ever raking the yard.. even though he thinks I raked it.. but hey, hes stupid, so what does it matter..

There are a lot of other things i could tell, but I just got a wave of sympathy for myself, and I think Im a bitch! SO, I should be going!

Hey. You don’t have to go to church. The solution to your problem is easy: Say no. You can do that, you know! Give it a try! If they actually force you by might, burn down the church. Now that’s what *I* would do to begin with, even without being forced or anything! Heh! Hahah, he really says that? What a buttmonkey. How can anyone believe in something like that. I mean, really. Hey, you—>

—> know what? Just tell Roger you don’t believe in any of that *BULLSHIT*, and that he can take his God, and you know the rest! Religion is for simpleminded weaklings. It makes a mockery of the incomprehensible vastness and complexity of reality, the universe, everything. Some humanoid God made it all? Excuse me while I laugh, for a long, loooong time. We’re dust. Nothing. Simple as that! -Toke

Moral convictions.. Thats all it is with Roger and your mother. They are brain washed from their parents and their grandparents and so forth! But I honestly know how you feel because my mother treats me the same way, saying that I am the stubborn child, a bad child for not going to church or sunday school and I need decipline! My mother tried to make me read books about,”The Stubborn Child”–>

And books like that and I just threw them away, not reading a damn thing! My mom even threw the Bible at me once got hurt from it, but oh well! Religion hurts.. it hurts people and ones that you love, it divides people into hated monsters because they think that they’re right and everybody else is wrong. Jargon.. senseless jargon.. Just say no to opression! Say NO! >:P /Renee

Yes!! What she said! Religion hurts, and divides, and plants hatred and delusion in people’s minds, giving them funny ideas about “sins” and evil things. It gives weak people something to turn to and rely on, and jaded people something to hate: the devil! Ooh that devil, I’ll get him yet! He’s responisble for all bad things! Hey man, chill out and get with the program, I say. -Toke-