I was born a ramblin’ man

Today I’m heading back to San Jose. Paul and I are going to get breakfast, and then I have the 2.5 hour drive to look forward to.

I’m so tired of saying goodbye to people I care about! I wish he knew the urgency and desparation I feel, because I know I could be very happy with him, and I don’t want the craziness of the world to come between us. I feel helpless. This is to be expected. I miss so many people right now.

Not to complain… but yeah, I think I do want to complain.

::sigh:: I just want to cry.. again.