I dont wanna be obsessed!

Yup.. it was storming pretty loud outside. But only for a few minutes. And the lightning was pretty cool, but not too visible because it was only like 1030 am. I had my interview yesterday. The lady said I seemed pretty calm and she said she would get it touch with me. She said she would yesterday, but who knows what kind of busy supermarket crap she had to do. So I guess ill call her sometime so I can seem eager.I hear thats a good thing, but I think it would be annoying. I had to take some long ass survey thing before I left, and she said shed grade it and get back with me. Maybe thats what messed me up? I dooont know.

I fear that I might be developing some huge infatuation, or better yet, little obsession with dave matthews. Now sure, Ive been madly in love with him for awhile, and damn i think hes just a ..hmm.. fine sexy gorgeous hunk of man, and hes pure genious.. but then last night I had my first dream about him. And that sucks because ,well..a couple years ago I was..umm.. VERY,very,very caught up with the WWF wrestler X-Pac.I mean, to the point where I would collect tons and tons of pics and put them on my wall, do anything to watch him, and freak out when I saw him on tv.. and all that dumb stuff. I even got his email address,by finding one of his sisters friends.. but I really think all that happened because I had a LOT of heartache after my 1st boyfriend,and it was a wierd way of getting over it..and well, thats enough of that. Anyway, I dreamed about him a lot. It sucked. I dont wanna start the same thing over again. So basically, no obsession for me! And if you think this sounds lame, I dont give a flying rats ass! Get the hell outta my diary! Any-hoo, I think I’ll be fine.. but damn.. heh, I dreamed he was still famous but we were talking and crap and he was joking around with me.. (first time i ever dreamed of a famous person still famous in my dream). I dont wanna describe it.. its all wierd.

Eric wanted to take me to my interview yesterday, but mom, autumn and I left early, so he didnt get to. So probably he came, and waited outside, but i never came out. (obviously)So i dont know if hes mad about that. I know I would be! Anyway, he didnt work yesterday so I went by his house twice after we got back from the zoo and stuff, to see how he was, but he wasnt there. So I was just like “whatever.”And I went home. I could explain what happened at the zoo yesterday (nothing interesting) or what I did last night, which was basically watch movies my mom had rented.. but then this entry would be WAY too long. So I think I can only end it here for now.. Ill probably write again later..