gggggggggggrrrrrated cheese

So, Im writing.. I felt bad for a part of the day.I spent some time with eric, to see how i felt and everything, and some to most of the time I felt really bad, almost felt like crying a few times, because this may sound bad, but I was only comparing him to marcus. Its strange, I didnt think Id be in that situation, but I was/am. Thats what Ive mostly been thinking about lately. Dont get me wrong, eric is really nice and cool and aaaallll that crap, but he aint marcus. Does this make me evil? Who knows. But its how I feel. Moody as I am, Im surprised that Ive stuck to this.

Brent IMed me. He gets on my nerves.. but hes saying how we should be friends and shit.. not after how he treated me.

Hell, I cant finish this right now.. Ill write again later