*Funked up poem*

No matter how hard i try, i just cant decide, or choose to let go of the past

Things always change,but Im still the same and I fear that the world moves to fast

And thru it all,Im afraid I will fall and my heart will be thrown to the floor

Its hard to feel good,and i wish that i could,so the bitterness would linger no more

I cant explain, such lingering pain, when I dont even know why its here

And to keep my health, I protect myself, and shut out all those who come near

But how can I hide, what Im feeling inside, when its on my mind night and day

Sometimes I would cry, all my feelings outside, just to wash all the feelings away

I hate being sad, I hate feeling bad, and I hate to let my feelings show

But I cant be free, when my cell has no key, and I can’t find a way to let go

Yet through everything, my spirit will sing, and I pray that I’ll be just fine

What joy there will be, when i understand me, and that change will be divine