“Falling completely apart”

Just a quote from a TV show on right now.. Im fine.

Someone left a note referring to me “And then some more stuff” entry. I’d like to say, that that entry was NOT SUPPOSED to be private. There is another one. And the other one is the one Im referring to in that entry. So dont think you got a secret peek into my private thoughts.. its just not the case.

Anyhoo.. I had a pretty good day today. I have a crush. And I dont like having crushes because it occupies my mind a lot, and makes my stomach feel all anxious and stuff. But damn, I just cant help it this time around..

::sigh::

So, in about 3 hrs Tami and Renee are going to come by, and I guess we are going down to the ACD festival thing. It will at least give me something to do.. poor Tami didnt get to see her boyfriend this weekend. I know how much that sucks. And tomorrow, Autumn Tami Renee and I are supposed to make some movie, but we dont even have a slight idea for a concept. We’ll do that at about noon, I suppose.. since Autumn has to go into work at 5. So once again, something to do! Woohoo! Then Im supposed to go somewhere and take pictures w/ stephen on sunday.. I mean, I dont know if Im being oblivious.. as to whether he likes me or not. See, shortly after I first met him, I saw he had this really cool folder and I told him I would steal it.. but instead he drove out to the mall and bought me one. Then Ive been talking to him a little, and yesterday he asked what I was doing this weekend, and said itd be cool if we went out and took pictures together. And today I learned that he asked my friend Terri what she thought of me. SO anyway, I do think hes really cute, and cool, but Im not sure if he likes me. And I have to wait till Sunday till I see him. So, Im all confused and shit. ::smacks forehead::

But what can I do? Im kinda worried, because if he doesnt like me (which a lot of people think he does) I tend to really let loose my feelings, and I dont want to make him think Im creepy or anything. But alas, Im sure everything will eventually turn out ok. But damn, he is so cute.. I dont know whats up with me.

x_O

I have a cold.. my nose is really stuffy. ::smacks Renee:: Thanks for the COLD!!

I suppose its time to go.. my mind is chatting away, making it hard to type! Har har har.