DAMN ERIC!!!

So, its 130am. Guess who came honking by my house? Eric. Well, I didnt know who the hell it was at first, so I was kind of paranoid, then after they came by twice, I got pissed and sat on the porch swing.. they came by again, and I was giving them an evil “what the hell do you want im a bitch” death glare.. it was then apparent that they were looking to see me, so I opened the door, keep in mind it was dark outside, and said “Who the hell are you?” and as you can tell by the title, it was Eric. Thats right, the asshole I broke up with almost 2 months ago. So, he came up to my door and I asked him what he wanted.. he said he just wanted to say hi and he missed me and blah blah.. I had the reaction that I would expect, being confronted with this situation:I didnt give a damn whether he missed me or not. oh yeah, I asked him about his having sex with one of tashas friends.. he said he didnt know what I was talking about, but it was soooo obvious that he was lying.. Anyhoo, I dont really care about that shit.

He was staring at me, and I knew something was on his mind.. but the way he was staring, it was more of a “i want to get back together” look.. so, when he asked if I had a boyfriend, I said yes. Well, in a nice and technical sense, I do. But I also didnt want him to think that he and I have a chance to be together again.. but eventually I got tired of standing around in the awkward silence, considering I was quite uncomftorable talking to him like that again anyhow. So I asked him if theres anything else he wanted to say, because I needed to go inside. He said ok, and he started to walk away. Upon that, I went inside. I saw that he stopped like 10 feet away, and just stood there with his back to me. I was like, oh well, hes done enough to me, I dont need to stick around and see if he decides to turn around. So, I went inside. And I was connected to AOL, so I got on my diary, and that leads to where I am now.

Damn, it seems that when I get situated, a guy from my past pops up, saying stuff.. hell, Brent did it, Simon did it, Marcus did it (tho I never really cut off contact w/ him between times), and now Eric did it.. and those have been the last 4 guys Ive really had relations with, aside from Stephen.. so I will rely on my faith that Stephen won’t do that. And then theres good ol’ Dan, who seems to be a constant in my life right now.. speaking of which, he got online, and I need to talk to him. SO Ill be ending this..