—-cheese—-

Thanks Renee for saving my entry.. it was a noble thing to do. So, Im talking to my brother.. he has the Shingles, and had to go to the emergency room. Its some disease thats a left over from the chicken pox.. does something to nerve cells, and what not. Hes for the most part ok now, except hes on a lot of painkillers because I guess its painful.

Today Im goin to the johnny appleseed festival in ft. wayne with Tami, Autumn and Renee.. then tonight is renees bday party. I like having all of these things to do, it keeps me busy and stops me from overanalyzing things. See, I dont really feel spiffy right now. Maybe because I woke up early and rogers kids were all screaming and everything, maybe because theyre still here and I feel crowded.. maybe because I feel all greasy because I didnt bathe today.

(Oh yeah, the pep rally was yesterday and I enjoy yelling, and the seniors KICKED ASS)

But anyhoo, Im still talking to Dan.. I had to go to the funeral on thursday, as you all must know by now, and I felt really wierd afterward and didnt really talk to anyone about it.. I emailed Dan, but he didnt have time to email me back the same day, and then today I just get an email saying he didnt want to go the day without saying hi and saying he loves me. I just feel wierd because he basically didnt say shit about a lot of things. And Im guessing he’ll be really busy this weekend, as will I. I know I have a out-of-house day planned. I just feel daft. Right now one of rogers kids in being really loud and its very annoying.

So I suppose I dont need to write anything else right now..

—-cheese—-