Check your ignorance at the door

So, anyone who has any bad feelings toward me, dont read this entry. Only because I want to have a public entry, without worrying about shit being talked about me for it. I dont give a fuck what anyone thinks about me. Marcus is spewing all this shit about how im so horrible and blah blah, but do I care? Hell no. Thats definitely his shit to deal with now. And I feel suspicious toward a couple of my friends. and now roger has been spewing a bunch of shit also, hes such a dick. I really hope he gets his ass out of the house soon, I hope he fuckin goes anywhere thats away from here. I am pissed at damn near everybody.

It has taken me SO long to get to the point where I am comftorable with myself and to find out who I really am, and there is no way I will ever compromise ANYTHING about myself to make someone else happy. So complain about me all you want, but its no fuckin use. I would much rather have true enemies then go along with things and cast myself into SUPERFICIAL relationships that people like to put themselves in. So you can hate me, I dont care. Complain and piss all you want, it makes no difference. I havent gone through all this shit to only get sucked back into the same old cycle of regret and self pity.. HELL no. I can be strong, I can hold my head up high, and I sure as hell can make it through. I realize I am the only one for me to really trust, and since Im happy and secure with myself, I dont have a whole lot to piss and moan about. And I feel pity for people who do.

But what the hell, you can love me or hate me, but it doesnt matter. Im not changing anything to please anyone. I will say what I think, whether someone wants to hear it or not, because I think that I, along with everyone else, deserve that right. And Im not going to let anyone hold me down like that. You can think Im the bitchiest person in the world, but I cant care less either way. Its the way I am, and its just the way things are.