08/26/2009 *e

There are honestly many things I’d like the chance to write out, but am hesitant for some reason to spill them here. Also, I feel rather disheartened and don’t want to put energy into writing. All of this is exacerbated by the fact that I’m sick– drainy sinuses, headache, sore throat, achy body, fatigue. I really don’t need to be sick right now. Then again, there’s never really a good time for illnesses.

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I’ve been getting a few private notes and I want to assure everyone that things are fine. Well, I’m not necessarily happy but I feel like I have the freedom to make decisions that will make me happy. Vague I know, but I really want to put off thinking about this stuff until I’m not sick anymore. It hit me like a load of bricks today (and it didn’t help that I woke up every hour and a half last night with a sore throat, throbbing head and even–this is gross–coughing from choking on my own snot) and I left work early. So… yeah. I’m just going to try to relax for a few days and then do what I need to do.