YESTERDAY – OK

Yesterday was a very emotional day for me. I think it was the first time anyone saw me crying or at least on the verge of crying. It’s strange that I would be so upset and cry in front of my ex DIL. I went there in the morning to discuss the future of the senior home. Of course we also talked about my son and grandson. I am not sure why I was so upset.
Maybe because I was angry with my son who just washed his hands of the senior home. He doesn’t seem a bit concerned that we will likely lose a large sum of money. He was too busy to come last night to the house. Of course he said it was because his ex would be here.
I was also upset because of their divorce and my grandson who has to live a week here and a week there.
I was also upset because I do not like or still not use to my son’s new live in. I think she is way too strict with the children.
I am confused as I am not sure how much her influence has affected my son’s relationship with his ex. They seemed to get along well before she came along. However, I think my son is finally starting to think for himself and doesn’t want to give in to his ex all the time.
Hubby and I still don’t know what to do with the senior home. Yesterday when I was there I saw that my DIL was working on many different levels. Is she fooling me? Am I naive?
We don’t know if we should invest some money? sell the place? hire a controller which would mean investing more? I don’t think we need or want this aggravation at this stage of our lives.
We have no special plans for the long weekend. We will probably go out for supper at least one night. Aside from that I’m not sure. Today I don’t mind staying home to relax and get on the treadmill. I started to work on an egg for my friend who will be turning 70 in November.
Maybe I’ll get to catch up on all your entries but I just don’t seem to have the patience.
Maybe I should remove some diaries.
Anyhow on with the day.