YESTERDAY AND TODAY
Yesterday I wasn’t sure what to do with myself. Hubby went to play golf. I was planning to go swimming but for whatever reason cancelled out. I did the wii instead. I was deciding if I wanted to go across to the mall or take a taxi to another mall etc. Anyhow as I sat and tried to decide what to do a neighbour called. I am friends with her two sisters and spend a lot of time with them in the country. She asked me to go out with her and I agreed. I never wanted to be friends with her because she is ultra sensitive and I didn’t want to get into trouble. Yesterday, however I decided to take a chance. We went to FABRICVILLE. I bought some fabric to make a baby quilt. It was relatively cheap so I was happy about that. When I came home I went through all my quilting books and supplies. I HAVE SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I even found a quilt which is almost finished.
I haven’t been sleeping well at all. It seems that some nights I am up more than I sleep. I don’t know if it has to do with medication or worrying about stuff.
Just before my therapist called and I made an appointment with her. Boy is she ever expensive! My daughter will be able to make a great living once she gets her PHD. I don’t know how she can help but I need someone to talk to. I do talk to hubby but it just isn’t the same.
This morning hubby took me to do some messages. First I had to go to the periodontist. He cleaned my teeth and then recommended another dentist. My gums are infected or something. YUK!!!!!! Then we stopped by the knitting store and she set me straight. Next was the Health food store. The dentist recommended that I use a natural toothpaste to see if it makes a difference. We went to Michaels and I was so upset. I wanted to buy something but because there is no French on the packaging they are not allowed to carry it. I am not sure but sometimes I think if it was up to me I would move to TORONTO. It’s not a major problem because I will either order the stuff online or wait until I get to Plattsburgh next weekend.
We have decided to got to TORONTO the weekend of the 28th. My niece is having an art show so I will get to see it. I will also make arrangements with other family members.
My feet have been bothering more than usual. It’s the neuropathy. I don’t know if I want to start on LYRICA. It gets such bad press. Something I will have to talk to my doctor about. OUR APPOINTMENT IS OCTOBER 25TH. I don’t think I will wait that long. if I am going to start a new medication I ned to start sooner rather than later. I am afraid of the side affects.
Guess I have complained enough. At PROSEBOX I AM ALSO GINGER ROGERS.
GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE; THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.
the therapist will help only in as much as she can enable you to find your own way to change…its really up to you. May be finishing that almost completed quilt will provide some good therapy too. hugs p
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