WHY? WHY? WHY?

Some of you may wonder why I am so obsessed with making money when I don’t really need it. Well, I have always wanted to make my own money. I have always wanted to be a financial success. I have always wanted to be independent and NOT have to ask my hubby for money. 
I know I have been a success at being a mother and wife. But for whatever reason at this stage of my life it is just not enough. It’s like been there and done that.
I want to accomplish more. Maybe making money should not be a priority at this stage of life but it’s what I want to do with the rest of my life.
I want to have an income whatever amount that is. Just enough to buy stuff for my hobbies and BOOKS!!!!!
I want to take a trip or buy whatever I want without asking hubby for the money. I feel like it is his money. I know that’s wrong. I know I worked hard and earned right along with him. BUT BUT old attitudes die hard. Even if my ideas have changed his haven’t.
(I JUST SPILLED COFFEE ON MY CLEAN WHITE TSHIRT)
Hubby does tell me about our finances but I don’t understand. All I know is that our basic expenses are quite high and I don’t know how we can cut them down. Do we give up the trailer? It would save us thousands a year but hubby wouldn’t. He also would never give up the condo in Florida. Not that I would want to unless we had to. I don’t have a say. I could cut down on small expenses and I do try. We have cut down going out to eat. It’s not enough to make a difference so the only solution I see is to make some money on my own. SO I WILL! I am well on my way. I am devoting alot of time to succeeding and I will.
I want to take my grandchildren to Israel for their thirteenth birthday. I need lots of money for that! Maybe hubby could afford it but I don’t know for sure. Besides who knows what stage we’ll be in in eight years. OY!!!!!!! I know that’s why I am going on the WII most days and that’s why I am trying to lose weight. I am going to stay in shape so I will be in good health to travel.
 I am also keeping busy in fact very busy with my business and that’s a great thing for my morale. It’s keeping me busy and out of trouble. I don’t have time to think.
The Herbalife products are WONDERFUL! I have never felt so alive and healthy. My clothes are getting loose! I am losing inches and firming up. I don’t need a nap every day. My sugar level has never been so low. The shakes are easy to make and delicious. I will probably have one for lunch today also. I must lose weight.
I am reading a book about people in Montreal who have made a difference. One woman talked about old people who use to go to the senior centre but now can’t afford to go anymore. I am planning to go to the centre and donate some money so a few people who can’t afford a membership or a course will be able to go. I feel sad for seniors who are lonely and can’t afford to go to the centre which has so much to offer. One more thing I will be able to do with the money I make. Help others who don’t have.
So that’s my story.
HAVE A GREAT DAY. FOR ONCE IT LOOKS LIKE THE SUN WILL SHINE!

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