WHAT’S DOING

So yesterday we signed the papers and now we are the proud owners of a new condo. We thought we would get the keys right after but apparently we decided on April 1. So we have to wait a few days.
Maybe on Friday or maybe Saturday because they might be sending in a cleaning lady on Saturday.
No problem. We can wait………………
Today someone came to see our house for the third time! It turns out that the man is the son of my brother’s wife’s brother’s son. Get that? My brother was married to his FIL’s sister. Anyhow he is making an offer tomorrow morning. I wonder what they will offer. We also have someone coming before that to see the house. Sunday is an open house so things are jumping. I can’t wait till our house is sold and we can seriously think about moving.
BUT I AM STILL A MESS! I have finally decided that I will go talk to a psychologist. It’s no use. I have to find out why I am so miserable. I have to find out why I get so cranky and tired and miserable. I feel weepy at the oddest time. I can’t seem to think of why. I am not happy about anything. I do not even want to see my grandchildren. I don’t care about my appearance. I just don’t care about much. I sleep a lot. I worry about getting sick. I will worry until I see the neurologist next week. I worry about my husband losing his memory but to be honest often it is better than mine!  I am not sure what I will accomplish by going to see a psychologist but it can’t hurt. I have been feeling this way for a few years so better look into it. Lately I wonder if my husband would decide to LEAVE me. I hardly ever smile. I am rarely happy. I don’t complain but………. Not driving and not spending I guess is making me feel worse although I don’t think so. It must be playing with my subconscious though. I have been paying my bills and that definitely makes me happy.
So tomorrow morning I will try to find a psychologist and make an appointment. I use to go to a good one but then I sent my son to her. She told me that once he goes to her I would not be able to return. I didn’t care because I didn’t know I would need her again. I will call her and get a referral I hope.
So that’s the latest from Ginger.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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March 30, 2011

sounds all wonderful on the housing front!!!! hugs P

You could be depressed and whatever it is, it is not your fault and a psychologist or Dr. of some kind just might solve it for you — without a whole lot of hassle too. I admire that you are going to do it. Please do for your own sake!!!!

Congrats on the condo and the house sale stuff sounds promising. As for feeling sad, I hope you can find someone to help you feel better.

Antidepressants or hormone replacements could help. Also, eating more fresh produce, drinking water, and getting more exercise will help. And talking to a therapist. I do all those things and still feel more blue than I would like. But I’m doing everything I can to feel better. Good luck on getting help. You’ll be glad you did.

March 31, 2011

glad things are moving along with the house and condo. sounds like a good idea to see someone about your depression and get it taken care of. take care,

March 31, 2011

Sounds like you are suffering from depression, it is a mental condition, a chemical imbalance in the brain and you just can’t snap out of it. My dad had it and unfortunatley he used alcohol to feel better which only makes it worse. You can go on an antidepressant and you will feel a lot better. Congrats on the condo!

March 31, 2011

Selling the house = woohoo! Feeling this way = boohoo. Glad you’re calling a professional.

March 31, 2011

That’s great about the house and I’m glad you’re seeking help for your depression or whatever it is.