WHAT TO DO IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT?-ok

Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night I start to think too much. It almost gets me into a panic. I think about my friend who has been alone for many years. She raised her children alone and is still living alone. I guess I would cope but I feel more secure having hubby close by. I panic sometimes thinking about what I would do if I had to cope alone.
So I get out of bed to do something – anything so my mind doesn’t wander.
Lately I have been sorting out family pictures. It seems to be a never ending job. I am throwing out LOTS – especially those with just scenery – pictures of people I don’t know. Some I am putting aside to ask others in the family but many I am just throwing out. I am putting the ones I am keeping into a large container upstairs where flowers are suppose to grow.
Tonight we went for supper with friends. I wasn’t sure if we should go with our colds but we were BORED STIFF!!!!!!!!!! So we went and had yummy smoked meat and fries!
I get into a panic sometimes when I think of all I have to do for Passover next week. I wonder if I should still be changing my kitchen for the holiday. There are so few people that I know that still do it. I know I have always been more religious that my friends BUT at this stage I really don’t care so it seems like a waste of time and energy. I know there is no reason to panic as I have a whole week and I will be doing some things everyday.
Monday I will make a list of everything I have to do and the day I will do it. My cleaning lady will be here Friday and Saturday so I won’t be alone.
Why does the TV get louder and softer so that I have to keep changing the volume????????