TONIGHT I WANT TO MOURN-OK

As I read through my old, very old entries it reminds me of my losses. So I want to mourn and weep over my losses that I had over the last few years. I just feel like being sad for awhile.

I will start by writing about my very bestest friend ever whom I had known all my life. She died after a very long illness and I will always miss her.
Next I want to lament the fact that my hubby’s business went sour and it left my sons out of work. I knew they should never work for him.
My son got divorced and it through me into turmoil and I have been upset ever since about marriages today.
I miss my mother who I never really got to know while she was alive.
I am sorry that I never was close to my brother but he had such different ideas about life.
I am sorry that my sister was never an older sister.
I am sorry that I never learned how to earn some pocket money.
I am sorry that I never learned how to make a new friend.
I am sorry that I never learned how to save money.
I am sorry that I get upset about coming to the trailer and going to Florida.
I know I can change some of these things but probably never will.
I am stuck in my ways I guess.