January 12, 2013

STILL THE SAME

I am still the same.
I haven’t changed.
I still spend too much.
My Mastercard is over the limit!!!!!!
When will I learn?
Why can’t I control myself?
Does hubby need to give me more?
I don’t know!
I am paying off a lot of bills every month.
I need to pay more.
I wish I could have a small income. Any ideas???

I sent my friend who lost her hubby a year ago an email.
I am not sure why I chose her.
It was an email about a young woman who was dying of cancer. It showed how determined she was to get married. She got married and passed away awhile later.
So my friend said she was very upset I sent it because she is still upset by her husband’s death!!!!!!!!
Well if she is so upset why did she take up with another man about a week after her husband’s death?????
I didn’t mean anything. I don’t like this friend. I think I will stay as far away as I can from her. I just wish my hubby was NOT friends with her boyfriend.

I have NO patience for people. I would like to run away. People are so annoying.

Next Saturday we leave on a cruise. It will be great to get away. This friend is coming. I hope we won’t have any trouble. I will stay away as much as I can. I will be friendly.

I went to sleep about 8:30. Then I woke around nine thirty. Maybe I’ll try to go back to sleep now.

Ah, sweeties. *HUGS* and more *HUGS* Maybe a short little note saying you didn’t mean for your forwarded email to be insensitive to her grief will help smooth ruffled feathers before you’re all set to go on the cruise together?

Bighigs gentle hugs. Sleep well.

offmychest

January 13, 2013

why don’t you get a part time job? It might keep you busy and out of trouble 😉

Ainetheon

sensible note from OffMyChest – the active interaction with others will keep your mind occupied and away from spending. It will also help you to work out difficulties (if any) you have with others. Best wishes, A ps and a little job will give you some extra to pay some bills and/or do a little more spending.

Or maybe volunteering some place might help. We have a foster grandparent program at our schools here. They do get paid a little. Hardly anything but at least enough for gas money.

cardslinger

January 14, 2013

I hope the cruise goes well and that you ad this other lady can mends your fences before you go.

Tornado

I like crystal butterfly’s suggestion. We have the grandparent program here also. My neighbor does that for a little income and to keep busy.

Grammy's Heart

These thoughts of mine

Hugs. Maybe like the other posters said, either volunteer to get out of the house and interacting with people or get part time job somewhere where you will enjoy the work and can bring in a little bit of income? Hope you and this “friend” can have a good time on your cruise!

Gypsy Spirit

some things require committed effort to bring change. hugs p

JadedAngel68

hope you have a great cruise 🙂

Everything Good Rebecca

I’m always confused when I go to bed early and wake up early, thinking it’s the next day. Too bad about the email causing a stink you don’t need, but it sounds good that you already know your true boundaries over true friends. I hope your cruise is enjoyable and you have a wonderful getaway!

the_mysticalmuse

I agree with “offmychest” – and whle at it, think about some therapy. It can at least answer some of your questions and enable you to understand some issues you perhaps do not want to address head-on.It might lessen the urge to sop.

Texcowgirl

January 16, 2013

I hope you have a great Cruise time. Enjoy!