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I don’t know how to fix that big space at the bottom of the page. Sorry!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to the psychologist this morning. I don’t know what I will talk about. I know this morning I am feeling something. I am not sure if it is anxiety or what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am getting so fed up with feeling WRONG!!!!!!!!!!! I have so much going for me. Can it be it’s just not what I want? What do I want? I wish I knew! You would think I have everything so I should be HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is happy anyways? Is it you’re happy if you don’t need/want to make any changes in your life.
It’s 6:18. I already made coffee but I feel like crawling back into bed. What’s with that? I slept plenty yesterday and I had a pretty good night!
After the psychologist hubby is going to the eye doctor. I was planning to go for lunch with him and then to the eye doctor. Now I’m thinking I should just come home so I can get ready to go to the country. It’s a long weekend here. We’re coming back Monday as all the repairmen are coming on Monday. Not sure why they are working on a holiday. We are getting so close to moving it’s scary!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday I packed a lot of odds and ends. I hired a mover tentatively. June 15th………………….He is going to bring us something to pack my paintings and our clothes. I have to check if he’ll bring it over before moving day. I think he’s going to be surprised after he sees all that we have. He was here but we never showed him the laundry room or the garage. We have over 250 boxes packed!!!!!!!!!!!! Hubby is still packing his cars. I just have odds and ends in each room to pack.
So I am going to sit on the couch or have breakfast.
Have a good day.
Have a healthy day.
Have a peaceful day.

 

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May 20, 2011

hope you have a good day. take care,

May 20, 2011

What you are feeling right now is perfectly normal in the situation. You are making some big changes in your life and there is bound to be some anxiety and apprehension even if it does turn out to be for the best in the long run. I think I would be feeling like I had no control over my life right now if it were me. I looked at my place recently and just the thought of having to pack up and leave overwhelms me.

May 20, 2011

Moving is so stressful, I would dread having to move again just because of all the stuff I would have to deal with. Hopefully once you move and settle in you will feel better.

I’m sure that you’ll feel a whole lot better once you are moved in to your new home. You can take all the time you need to unpack, too. If you already have 250 boxes packed you are doing great! Nobody likes moving! It would make anyone anxious.

May 20, 2011

Hope you feel better and enjoy your weekend !!

May 20, 2011

may be its time to start looking and thinking outwardly instead of navel gazing……I am sure that will lift your spirits. Have a good weekend. hugs P

Well hope you have a very happy day today and have a great weekend! I do not see a large space at the bottom. It looks like about three or four lines that is all. It can always be worse. Smiles.

May 21, 2011

you must have fixed the large space…’cause it’s gone. You are courageous with all the changes you make regularly. You deserve a big pat on the back!!

May 21, 2011

Your feelings are normal. Right now has to be a bit stressful for you, but I know you will make it through it ok. Love,

I hope you have a good relationship with your psychologist that allows you to explore your feelings. With so many changes in your life the past year, I’m sure there are a lot of things you just haven’t allowed yourself to feel. You strike me as the kind of woman who strives to make things wonderful for others at the expense of her own self. Big *HUGS*

There is no big space on my view. I hate moving. It is so unsettling and tons of work.

May 21, 2011

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