SO DIFFICULT

Since I have been home I have been chasing myself as I have been busy with my children. It is so difficult not to give advice, not to say what I want to and not to say it’s enough.
My daughter wanted to see my grandson so instead of relaxing today I had to drive about a half hour to pick him up with my daughter. Then when we came home I made everyone lunch and they played the WII. I drove my grandson home because my daughter had a party to get ready for. I also wanted to go shopping alone. I took my grandson home. When I picked him up I told my EX DIL that I was sorry about the email I sent. She mumbled something I didn’t understand. We left. When I dropped him off we had a talk. I don’t know if it solved anything. She knows I am very upset and have difficulty coping with the divorce. Not that they have to get divorced but the whole idea of what my relationship should be with her. I get two sides of every story and I don’t know what to believe. I know I shouldn’t listen to anyone especially my son’s new girlfriend. My son says very little. I think he is very influenced by his new girlfriend. I am not sure if it’s for the best. I don’t know!!!!!!!! I would like to talk to him about it but when I did once awhile ago he told me that he agrees with his girlfriend’s decisions. Personally I don’t think his girlfriend is the greatest. I think she looks to make trouble and always looks at criticizing my grandson’s mother and the way she raises my grandson. As far as I am concerned I think she is a great MOTHER! It is so hard to have a relationship with his girlfriend and I don’t know what my relationship should be with my EX DIL.
I think I cleared the air with my EX DIL so happy about that. I must not talk to anyone about my EX DIL. I must try to keep my opinions to myself. I must not be influenced by others and what they think! I have to decide for myself.
I haven’t worked on my business for a week as I was away. They say you can do it anywhere but I don’t know how you can as you need three way calling. Maybe I need to see if I can get three way calling on my cell. While I was in Toronto I did distribute a lot of pamphlets for my business but haven’t heard anything yet. I will order more leads and see what happens. I have some follow-up calls to make.  I will also try to get on some calls this week.
So now I think I’ll go do some WII! I want to see if I lost or gained weight while I was away.
I’m watching BAGGAGE. Ever watch it??????


 

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