SETTLING IN

So today I woke up around seven thirty. I prepared my medication for the week. I had breakfast and then started to unpack. I did two loads of laundry. I called the drugstore to order some medication. I put my calendar up to date. Two doctor appointments in April. I am frustrated because my gynochologist’s secretary called to make an appointment but I was napping and hubby didn’t wake me. ARGGHHHHHHH! I have been trying to get through for about a year!!!!!!!!!!! He didn’t take the phone number which was for a direct line because he thought I had it. We don’t have call display yet so………………
I folded two loads of laundry and then after lunch I had a long nap.
My son came for supper. He helped my hubby and connected my WII. Now that I’m back I’ll probably start doing the WII again. I called our community center about the swimming schedule but I couldn’t get a clear answer so I have to go over. Maybe I’ll go tomorrow as I am out of dishwasher soap.
Today was apparently a very cold day. I don’t understand the weather. Last week it was very HOT here and today cold. I think it’s to show snowbirds that there is still winter and you didn’t get away from all of it.
At supper hubby told me that he gave the food I left in the fridge in Florida to my friend who is with the other friend who lost his wife. I don’t know why but it made me so upset. I don’t know why! I am talking to myself and telling myself that I must get over it. So it put me in a bad mood. What else is new??????? I must get happy! I must get content. It is so much easier when I’m alone so I am not going to "push" to be with others. I am much better off alone. At least then I don’t get into trouble. Trouble saying things I shouldn’t.
So now I’m off to do some more unpacking and then I think I will go to sleep early. I think I sleep a lot because then I am at peace. When I am up there is always too much thinking. Sad but true!!!!!

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I agree with your last couple sentences.

March 26, 2012

I have to agree with your last couple sentences also. I’m more likely to stay out of trouble while sleeping!

March 26, 2012

You should learn to relax more, seems like the simplest things bother you.

March 27, 2012

i am so sorry that you are still feeling so irritable about your friends getting together. wish i could say something that would take that feeling away. yep, winter has made a return for the next 8 days or so. after the 80’s last week and the 30’s and 40’s this week…. it’s brutally cold. take care,

March 27, 2012

Our brains are at work constantly when we are awake and sometimes it can be amazing what goes through our heads. Hope you have a good day. Love,

March 27, 2012

I have been feeling sleepy too, not sure why but I do hope you are resting well. Stay warm, its 80’s here but cool front is on way. Smile

March 28, 2012

the weather is ‘out of whack’ all over the world. Take care..hugs p

I don’t know why you are so upset about your friends. They both suffered loses and have found each other to help get through this. Are you so unhappy that you can’t wish them well?