OVERWHELMED

 All of a sudden I feel so overwhelmed. I guess there are so many reasons. All I feel like doing is yelling, screaming, sobbing and shouting. Maybe I’ll do that tomorrow when I am alone. Hubby will be going to the trailer this afternoon and I am so very very happy I am NOT going. It doesn’t matter that I am in good health and have a lot to be grateful for. I still feel overwhelmed. I am allowed so I am!!!!!
The main thing I guess is my debt. Tomorrow I will be calling all the "companies" to talk to them about payments.
We have two unveilings on Sunday at the same time. Which do I go to and why oh why do they have to be at the exact same time? I told hubby he will go to one and I will go to the other…………I wish I could run away instead.
I am reading a book which I guess is also making me upset. Maybe I should stay away from these books but friends suggest them and often I don’t know what they will be about until I am into them. Besides I think I should read about the war because people lived through the war so the least I could do is read about it.
I have a busy day ahead so that will certainly help.
I will go swimming soon. The pool opens at seven.
I want to stop by to buy some plants.
I want to get my cousin a Birthday card as I am meeting her for lunch. Today is her birthday.
I want to stop by the butcher and buy some first cut lamb chops for supper. YUM!!!
There is a meeting at seven at the library to learn how to sell your art. I doubt if I’ll go because once I am home this afternoon I won’t feel like going out again.
So now I will get ready to leave. The pool opens at seven and it is eight already. The only problem with going so early is that my friends come much later.
Have a great day. I am so grateful to have this place to vent.