OD AND ME

OD seems to be much better lately. I am so relieved and happy. I have been here since 1999.

Tomorrow I am going to a new dentist. Something with my gums. I was told it wasn’t cancer. Big relief! I guess I won’t be sure until this new dentist tells me what it is. I will be so happy and excited to get into the car and drive to Florida. Of course I still have a few doctor visits to go. NERVE RACKING TO BE SURE!

Yesterday a neighbour came over. She helped me with my knitting and the start of a baby quilt. My condo is filled with my projects. Guess it’s better than being BORED!

At my age I still have trouble deciding what I should/need to do with and for my hubby. In the first forty years etc. I never gave it a thought. Now I am always trying to decide if I am doing enough.

Do I have to make my bed everyday?

Do I have to stay home more because he is?

Should he drive me to all my doctor appointments or does he deserve a rest?

He wanted to eat outside on the balcony so we did.

I guess I should ask him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am always worried that I am not being a good enough wife…………………………………………………………………

Is the house clean enough?

ETC! ETC!

I never think of myself. I mostly think of what is good for him.

Should we go out for supper? I always ask him.

What does he want for supper?

Am I sucking up too much?

I still have diarrhoea. I wonder what the  results will show.

I was so tired last night at nine. I went to sleep and now of course I’m up. Did the dishes, crocheted, now here, now back to the bathroom.

Bathroom again………………………………….