NERVOUS – OK

 I don’t know why the heck I have to ruin a perfect day by being nervous. Total nonsense but I feel nervous and anxious. About what? Still worried about my hubby and his memory. I have nothing to base it on especially since he is away and when I talk to him he sounds fine. I don’t know why I am like this and I wonder how I’ll cope if and when he does get senile or sick. I know I have to put it out of my mind. I worry that my son who is with him will call to tell me that his father is losing it. Why do I dwell on this? While rereading my diary I have written over the years that I was worried about him so it is not the first time. I guess I go through spurts. I don’t know what brought it on today. All I want to do is crawl into bed but it’s only 8:14!
I went to my stained glass class this morning. I was tired from being up all night so had little patience. I had to try to get all the pieces to fit and even though I worked on it for three hours I didn’t finish. It is so frustrating. I hope to finish it next week because that will be my last class. It’s no problem because if I don’t finish I’ll just take it with me to Florida.
I was planning to go shopping after the class but I was too tired so I came right home. I had lunch and then had a little energy so did go out shopping. I went to buy a scrapbook for my daughter. I needed a big one with about 100 pages. Then I went to look at handbags and hand lotion at Zellers but I didn’t see anything special so bought nothing. I was suppose to go to the dentist but he cancelled my appointment. I went for a pedicure, bought some food and then came home for a quick nap.
I made myself a yummy supper. I made lamb chops and fries. I know some people don’t like to cook for themself but I do. I always make my favourite meals when I’m alone.
So now maybe I’ll go work on my daughter’s scrapbook. I was thinking about going on the treadmill but my body aches so think I’ll skip it.
I’ve been sorting my coins and will change them in at the bank tomorrow. I have almost 200!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow I am going for a facial. I’ll have my moustache waxed off and my eyebrows trimmed.
In the afternoon I am taking my grandson somewhere. I would like to take him to a museum but not sure. I think he is tired after school and happy just to come home.