NERVOUS AND UPSET – OK

I am very nervous and upset. The other night I noticed that my belly button was bleeding a little. Yesterday I went to the dermatologist. She said I needed to put on compresses twice a day for ten minutes. Then I need to put an ointment on. If it went away in ten days it would be ok. Otherwise they would have to take a biopsy. WHAT? CANCER? Of course now I will be a nervous wreck until it goes away or I get results from the biopsy!
Last night I went to my son’s for supper. I brought with meatballs. The kids were tired and not that excited about the meatballs. My son’s girlfriend had a cold and was very nervous. I didn’t enjoy supper at all and I think it made me more upset. My son threatened to take away my grandaughter’s Barbies and her books if she didn’t eat. WHAT?????????????????????? That household is so stressed out because my "DIL" works all day and is stressed out. She also thinks everything needs to be done to perfection. I was happy to leave and decided that I will not eat there again unless I have to.
I picked up my grandson after school and thought it would be a good idea to bring supper. I would get to eat with everyone. It didn’t turn out that way so I will not be doing it again. I would rather just spend time with my grandson alone.
I slept quite well last night considering my hubby went to the trailer. I am up at four but will try to go back to sleep soon. This morning I will get on the treadmill. I missed yesterday as I went to the doctor and then to get my grandson.
Tomorrow I will be back on track. About three I will leave for the trailer. After this there will only be one weekend left. I can’t say that I will be sorry. I am tired of running here and there.