MY POOR HUBBY

I have started to feel sorry for my hubby because he has to put up with my moods. I don’t know what is happening to me. I know they say that sometimes older people start to change mentally. Can it be happening to me?
I have apologized to my hubby. I don’t know what else to do. This morning I told him I would go swimming, go to stained glass, go do a bit of food shopping and then I would be home. I expected him to be home. I didn’t take my phone so he couldn’t reach me. Instead he left here about one( I came back soon after) and went out for a couple of hours. I rushed around trying to get back here as soon as I could. Maybe I shouldn’t go to stained glass everyday. Anyhow I came home, had lunch and a nap and was getting agitated because I didn’t know where he was. Of course I could have called because he always has his cell phone. I don’t know why I didn’t. I just kept getting madder!
We played bridge here tonight so I had to get ready. He went out to buy coffee, drinks etc.
At supper I explained to him that I just don’t know why I get so upset etc. He told me I have this woman on my mind. He’s probably right. When hubby is not here I picture him with her! I asked him if I have to worry and of course he said no. I believe him but my mind says otherwise.
Anyhow I played bridge tonight and hubby joined us for coffee. I cleaned up and tried to sleep but it wasn’t happening.
The weather was miserable tonight. Rain and wind and cold!!!! I feel sorry for my DIL who arrived tonight for the funeral we have tomorrow.
I’m trying to decide which baby blanket to make. One of the organizations are collecting them at home. Maybe I’ll try to crochet one as I have plenty of wool. I went to Michaels but couldn’t find a very simple pattern and wool.
So I will close and try to get some sleep.