MAYBE JUST MAYBE
I think I am causing my own unhappiness. I do not tell my hubby what I want. I do not talk to him enough. I do not tell him what I want to do. I want him to guess. Sometimes I don’t even know what I want to do!!!!!!!!!!!!
We are at the trailer. It’s Sunday morning and most of our friends have gone home. It’s a very rainy, dreary day. I think I should have told hubby we should just pack up and go home. There is really no reason to stay!
He went into town this morning. I chose not to go because there was nothing to do in town except to spend money. I could have gone to Michaels and buy some stuff but I didn’t want to spend money so I stayed here. Once he comes home we’ll probably have lunch and leave.
At home we’ll go over to the condo to see the floors as they were suppose to be stained. Then I’ll pack some more or whatever.
I’ve added you. How cool that you’ve been writing here for so long! I’ve only been here since 2005, but I’ve deleted several diaries so I lost all of that history. rye: I know what you mean about not wanting to go out to avoid spending money. I’m in the same boat right now. Waiting two weeks to start a job so I have to really avoid shopping and keep myself busy at home. Have a great Sunday!
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It’s dreary here as well. Raining, raining, raining. Go away! Hope the condo is finished soon.
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Big space is back again. How weird. Maybe you can adjust it on your maintenance area. I think we all create our own happiness and unhappiness to an extent. Good idea to let hubby know what you want or ask him to help you figure it out.
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You really seem miserable lately and it all seems to have started after you had your seizure. Have you talked to your therapist lately? Maybe you need to go on an antidepressant for a bit. I think losing your independence (not driving) is really bothering you.
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Don’t we all do that at one time or other. I know I certainly have. I think we’re all sick of the rain. I know I could have done without it when I was in Montreal this weekend. (PS You need to delete some of those spaces below your entry. *smile*)
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yes, good honest communication is vital to any relationship. hugs P
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One of the best things I have learned is that men in general – and my husband in particular – were not mind readers. After I started asking for what I wanted or needed, our relationship got lots better. I didn’t always get what I wanted, but at least he knew what the problem was.
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