IN HOT WATER AGAIN-read

GRATITUDE

FEELING NO PAIN

GOING TO CURVES

SCRAPBOOKING THIS AFTERNOON

QUILTING TONIGHT

I did it again. I got hubby upset about how much money I spend. I don’t blame him. So often I have no control. So finally today I gave him back the VISA!

I have no idea about our finances. He has always controlled everything. I have asked him time and again to allow me to speak to his accountant so I would know exactly where we stand. I have only his opinion and I would like to be able to make decisions together. It has always been too confusing.

Anyhow I have been sneaky! I had a very low limit on m VISA. When I charged something often it was refused so I took his number without telling him and started to put things on his. Wait till he sees that I put CURVES on his.

I will have to learn to manage on what I get for the month. I WISH I could get a job. I know I should just go out and do it BUT I never do.

I dream about starting a business and making my own money but I never do. I wish I would. I wish I could.

you have to do anything but dream.be confident!

What is it the stops you from getting a job? Are you afraid or do you not want to give up your time? Maybe just find a part time job in the beginning, or even better a temporary part time job, just to get your feet wet and see if this is really what you want.

Pastel Rainbow

May 21, 2004

Sounds like my marriage. I felt so helpless and anyway I was afraid I would fail at handling the money. Even when I got a job he tried to control the money as if it belonged to him. Then I finally got a divorce and had to handle the money. Did a fantastic job on nothing much.