I’M A MESS!

I CAN’T UNDERSTAND WHY I’M SUCH A MESS EMOTIONALLY.

I GUESS I AM SUPER DEPRESSED!

I’VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT MOVING BUT NOW I THINK IT MIGHT NOT BE A GOOD IDEA FOR ME EMOTIONALLY.

I HAD SOMEONE COME TO SEE THE PLACE . THEY SEEM VERY INTERESTED BUT I DON’T KNOW WHERE I WOULD MOVE. IT MIGHT BE TOO HARD FOR ME EMOTIONALLY. I PUT ON A GOOD SHOW BUT INSIDE I’M A MESS. I GUESS I WILL HAVE TO GO SEE ANOTHER PSYCHOLOGIST.

I JUST DON’T UNDERSTAND MYSELF.

I HAVE MONEY. I DON’T FEEL LIKE SHOPPING. I CAN BLAME IT ON MY FEET BUT……………………………………

MAYBE I FINALLY ADMIT TO MYSELF THAT SHOPPING IS NOT THE ANSWER.

MAYBE THIS…..MAYBE THAT.

ANYHOW I HOPE TO GO TO THE MALL FOR A HAIRCUT ETC. MAYBE I WILL STOP BY THE HEALTH CARE CENTER TO SEE IF THEY HAVE A PSYCHOLOGIST AVAILABLE. I HAVE GOINE TO ONE OVER THE YEARS BUT I NEVER SEEM TO STAY LONG ENOUGH TO BE “HEALED.”