I AM SO FED UP AND FRUSTRATED

This morning the SHIT HIT THE FAN!!!!!! I received a letter from the bank that I was behind in my payments. What else is new? Hubby is very upset with me and I don’t blame him. I just wish he would sign so I could get a loan and consolidate all my payments into one lump sum. It would be so much easier. I would set up automatic payments. I am so upset and so is he! I am lucky that he is so self-controlled. I called a consolidated loan company but I will have to look up some info about them before I consider it. Hubby thinks I would just run up bills again. I don’t think I would but I am not going to promise. I did once before.

It’s a dreary day outside. We are planning to do some messages but I am waiting for the doctor’s office to call. Hubby doesn’t want to leave me alone because he could do one himself. I am so lucky to have him for a husband. I probably don’t deserve him. However aside from spending too much I think I am a pretty good wife.

So I’m going to take a bath and get ready. Maybe by then the doctor will call. I would like an appointment for tomorrow. I don’t know if it’s going to happen or not.

GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE; THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE.