I AM SO CRANKY-ok

I don’t know why I am so cranky and miserable.
I don’t know why I am so unhappy.
I just want to run and hide away.
My poor hubby! It’s not his fault……..I don’t think so anyways.
We went shopping for meat in Burlington. There was a very poor selection. If it was up to me I would just give up this kosher business. It is just not worth it. We can’t bring meat to the US so we have to go searching for it in Burlington or Albany. I think I would just make do with dairy and skip the meat on weekends.
I went to Ben Franklin and  found NOTHING!!!!
I went to Barnes and Noble and bought nothing. I looked through some tour guides for Israel and Eastern Europe but in the end decided NOT to buy anything.
I also went into Dress Barn and once again bought nothing so I did good.
We came home and I made myself a peanut butter sandwich and had some cereal. Hubby had an ice cream on the way back so he wasn’t hungry.
My friend’s hubby invited us for supper but I just didn’t feel like going. I don’t think I am ready to go into her trailer. Maybe it is just the mood I am in.
I would go into bed but think I would just wake up in the middle of the night. I think if I continue to feel so lousy I will make an appointment with my doctor. It’s no way to live especially when otherwise everything is okay.
I am watching Mrs. Doubtfire for the millionth time. Nothing else on. Hubby is busy with friends so at least he is happy. I guess all the women are in their trailers. It’s so different with men.
I don’t think I will be able to save much money coming to Plattsburgh. Nothing much else to do besides shopping. A new friend is suppose to show me how to work with polymer clay tomorrow. Maybe if she does I’ll have more to do out here.